Screwed up about 97 percent of everything- rants 2

well, the world really did screw up in the sectionals of just about everything. politics, wars, games, values. pretty much everything. most of us just dont have to guts to admit it or are just too clouded by sad optimism that theres always room for improvement. I dont necessarily see the narcissistic approach to be the best but i mean, pessimism defeats hope therefore when good stuff happens, its all good and when crap happens, its never a disappointment.

Anyhow, I have this party coming up in a couple of days. The idea is for it to be a masquerade but frankly, nobody wants to dance with someone whose face has been dipped in half a pot of glitter and seems to be growing feathers. Now, how do you avoid rules without the usual chastisement delivered to those who don't conform to what society calls "rules" hm... that one might take a while

So, suggestions people! Trying to get someone to do what you want without blackmail... Do I start a conversation and take a pleading turn "doloroso" style? Suppose that should work on the average person. wait... no, probably not: considering the fact that half this world doesnt have a soul anyway :P I'd like to think my acquaintances would be better people than I am but it's a fact to all of us that our interactions are never well-chosen.

DOMKOP. That is an african slang for STUPID!

You should know that my rants are usually posted at times where im either bored, inspired or in trouble. I manage to fit some time for myself in between those. Right now im in trouble (: So much trouble I dont even like to consider the exact level of (sorry for the language) &*%^ (aah... thats better) im in. Its pretty much my fault but thats not the point is it...?

The thing is, you always hope that when something really bad happens before you turn twenty and are most likely living in another country anyway, that things will end up blowing up. over. my mistake. actually, things do have the habitude of blowing up instead of over.

So, describing society as faithless and shallow seems to be an immediate response nowadays, except for occasional consideration of the aggressive-fanatical-regressive communities scattered around this mess of a world. Have we not passed the freaking point of no-return already!? i mean, COME ON. if theres even a tiny glimmer or what people call "hope" (more like phope) than someone needs to actually do something. recycle a can, youre doing great! YEAH. lol. im sure we are *pulling eyelid down really low to express extreme tone of mocking sarcasm.

How much hope do I have?lets face it. (actually, lets I face. you guys dont have to because im the only one who is going to be reading this in the next 4 decades) Nobody READS this blog. I tried donating to cancer research with readers of my blog and so far I think I might have killed around 7 people in the pancreatic cancer ward in about 1 in 4 hospitals in America. My exaggeration is a wave coming from the amplitude of *im-damn-desperate

-please. read.my.blog!!!